[I wrote this at around 15-May 12:30 AM but wasn't able to publish it]
Matt Nathanson – Car Crash
I feel a little lightheaded. Like I am on drugs or something. Not that I have ever been on one because I know haven’t, at least not “illegally”. I am drug-free. Maybe it’s the lack of sleep or the fact that I am sleepy and I am ignoring it. Maybe it’s the anticipation of an earthquake that isn’t gonna happen (not that I want it to happen). A friend text me a few hours ago that there will be an earthquake tonight. Crap. I am not even aware that science can predict earthquakes now.
I left work at 3 pm today. I earned enough work hours for me to leave two hours earlier. For the last two days, I have been working ’til late in the evening to help out in this project. I am actually happy because I miss working overtime. Happy may not be the appropriate feeling for it. Well, anyway, it’s good that during these past two days I had to be directed and to be told what to do. Because sometimes at work, it’s difficult to come up with tasks to get my hands occupied when there is really nothing left to do… especially when everybody expects you to be responsible enough to self manage, to still be productive during “idle” times. During such “vacancies”, I do readings and research and more readings… and it gets tiresome. I am not the best self-managing person around and I do need a little pushing sometimes to break the routine. Oh, career crap.
I think I just need a few hours of sleep. I have to do this interview tomorrow and I am really looking forward to it because it’s new to me and I really enjoy doing it. Off. To. Bed. Now.
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